Songs · Longing
Silence
Eyes closed now, finally gain a bit of vision.
I know Im eyeing up these split decisions.
Like I should listen to the silence.
But It’s violent.
I might kill it.
I might kill it. can’t kill timeless.
I’ll give us bits of ourselves we lost in bottoms of bottles.
Go ahead and fish it out, see we still have a problem.
They kicked us out of the bar, but somehow we still got some vodka.
Told me stories of how you wanna die in a cottage with this maiden from college.
How you wish you were honest.
How you’re scared of the fall, but you’re in love every autumn.
You ain’t got patience for silence.
Appalled with the spacious, you mistake it for violence.
Someone play this shit for you in 6 years.
What would you think if you weren’t here?
If I wasn’t weird, would I just cheer?
Funny how support can be corrosive over years.
I don’t need a court to see the flaws.
Use my ears, close my eyes, I feel I feel it all.
My dear would you pick up your call?
Would you comfort your self?
Would you say ‘fuck it all?’
And double back toward Hell.
All you know is regret and of that you know well.
Eyes closed now, finally gain a bit of vision.
I know Im eyeing up these split decisions.
Like I should listen to the silence.
But It’s violent.
I might kill it.
I might kill it.
Can’t kill timeless.
Eyes open now, finally gain a bit of vision.
I know I’ve made my mind up with these split decisions.
Like I should listen to the silence.
But It’s violent.
I might kill it.
I might kill it.
Can’t kill timeless.
Silence dies just by speaking its name.
Sounding weak but it’s defining your game.
Contained in present, an extensive reign.
A stains a stayin. I’m goku, you don’t know what you’re sayin.
You make the bed you lay in.
You cannot leave it vacant.
By “You,” i mean we— didn’t mean to be a tease.
I spit inclusive through my teeth.
I speak how you and I abide by the sky and everything beneath.
Even Elon with his tweets can’t truly fly.
Gravity is silent, but its noise can’t be defied.
Boy, my poise can’t be denied. poked with prose and poison, pray that tears may
come to eyes.
Why?
Because I’ve seen the other side.
It’s just blank. if someone said sumn else I know they lied.
The ecstasy of silence, you better hope you love your self alone, if you don’t,
there’s no one you can hide behind.
Try and try my wise.
Let’s talk.
I dare you challenge what you find.
go and try.
You gon figure out with time
Eyes closed now, finally gain a bit of vision.
I know Im eyeing up these split decisions.
Like I should listen to the silence.
But It’s violent.
I might kill it.
I might kill it.
Can’t kill timeless.
Eyes open now, finally gain a bit of vision.
I know I’ve made my mind up with these split decisions.
Like I should listen to the silence.
But It’s violent.
I might kill it.
I might kill it.
Can’t kill timeless.
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