Right Behind You

I can hear it all the time. I can see it in my mind. When I don't know where you are, I'm still coming for you. I'm on my way, I can't wait another day. I'm telling you straight, I don't believe in fate – so I make – my path. Trudging through the jungle working to get back. It ain't exact, it's a trust in the process and a lack of other options. Love is a fog, unfortunate. I'm lost in – all I know is I must keep moving. The cost is caustic, through skin. It's chewing woo we. Pain gains ground, just as I'm pursuing. Makes its rounds like a boxing movie. If he dies, he dies. The cost doesn't allude me. I'm screwed like either way. I might as well pursue light. Until I fade, I'm fighting through my tombs tight. It's strong I don't know no type like it. Sometimes it's exciting until it's striking me down. Should I follow love or does it drag me around? I can hear it all the time. I can see it in my mind. When I don't know where you are, I'm still coming for you. I know love well, but I don't know where it's gone. Where does it take me? Did it kill me lately? I can hear it all the time. I can see it in my mind. When I don't know where you are, I'm still coming for you. I'm scared to follow it. It's no apologist, it uses a whip instead of fists, beats me down, calls me a twit. Then says "how great is this?” to which I say “amazing.” I might be masochistic. And it knows I love it. Got me saying thank you like a turkey with the stuffing. Fuck it. Do I like being punished? or are there parts of joy that I simply can't stomach? I'm flummoxed. someone shock me quick, I can't reach the button. I might erupt all the sudden. To you it seems sudden but it's been a long time coming hunting Something making me feel something other than numbing. I'm hungry for love, even if it kills me. The bitter cost of life forever distilling. I can't help but follow behind you, your silhouettes addicting. Breeze on the beach roll my tides, I'm shifting. I had a dream we closed eyes and we're kissing. I'm missing the days of more comforting sleep. Because now I wake to find tears in my sheets.