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I would've said it if I could, but I won't listen. Shouldn't talk to self should keep him hidden. I guess all my shit adds up to why I'm finished. Fuck my heart like gravy biscuits. Blood aint enough, I want my guts, I want all the viscera. fuck the particulars. butcher you, boy. Damn right I'm sinister. Play with your heart like accordion toys, too strong to avoid. listen to noise! I’ll poison you heavy. sing for me, screaming your medley. Yep I burn white hot like Betty. I'd say to let me, but don't. You'll probably choke and that would be ending us both. I say that then poke holes in proverbial boats. If only your proverbs were real. If only I cared how you feel. If only you weren't hungry, I'm eating your meal. Steal! Fuck, you an idiot. Go bite back you twit. I dare you. I work till failure. Listen up, peep the sound. raise your cup, rain comes down. follow self, blood hounds blood hounds Listen up, peep the sound. raise your cup, rain comes down. follow self, blood hounds blood hounds Why I'm talking to myself – I lost it. See what these tears of these nights are costing. Caution, beware my critic. He's a marksman. Shooting clouds and has them falling. Lost in fog, no marks or crossings. My identity is a distant calling, I only know the ground. Stand up Quick or I will drown. Listen up, peep the sound. raise your cup, rain comes down. follow self, blood hounds blood hounds Listen up, peep the sound. raise your cup, rain comes down. follow self, blood hounds blood hounds How I made myself an enemy of me? Be friends, I tried! He's mean and takes the things in my dreams and uses them against me. It's obscene. And he surely lies. He's mostly wrong, all the time. Don't hope for long, on that, he thrives. He is not kind. He’ll blind, then take both your eyes like your pain was vacant. Like food from buffets on vacation. Then give you bullets like pills and you take them. He said he's your friend. Remember the truth, never forget whatever the good is that I haven't said. Listen up, peep the sound. raise your cup, rain comes down. follow self, blood hounds blood hounds So stand. so say we all. Breathe deep, stand tall. Kool-Aid man break down the wall. dispel that fog. snap your critic in the jaw, they don't know how hard it is, their job is easy, love is hard, don't make you soft or all Shishi. It ain't sweet and peachy. Roses bite and leave you bloody. I drip in the soil, cause it seemed hungry. Don't piss me off, let me get comfy. thanks, buddy. Listen up, peep the sound. raise your cup, rain comes down. follow self, blood hounds blood hounds